Dear Angela,

Yesterday was Mothers Day, I went and spent some time with Liam. He fills me with an emotion that I can’t even begin to define. Love, pride, woe and happiness, all wrapped in one. He is getting so big, and he is the happiest baby I have ever seen! I joked with Zack about how… Read More

My Inner Thoughts

I feel so much hate, I’m forever enraged. In a fight for my fate that I have to engage in day after day. Until I can’t sustain, keeping score on the slate. Losing mate after mate, my minds in a haze and my life is a maze. Nothing pertains but everything is the same and… Read More

The Enigma of Life

We all do it regardless of the reason. Some people do it when nervous or just for fun. Other do it when over joyed or stressed a ton. Sometimes its short sometimes it long. There are millions of reason for why it happens. Sometimes we do it and end up clapping. There are times when… Read More

Update

So I forgot to mention in my last post about something my four year old did. Which made me laugh. There has been this random piece of trash on the stairs leading up to our floor. It has been there for almost the entirety of our occupancy thus far. So my daughter likes to hold… Read More

Muted Emotions

I put pen to pad and text to page. But no matter what I say. I can’t find the words to explain. All the emotions, feelings, and rage! Word after word and phrase after phrase. It’s driving me crazy I’m going insane! I write letters that become words words that make sentences, to form a… Read More

Losers Club

I guess when they say Good comes from bad there is some truth in it. When I was faced with the worst situation possible I assumed the worse. I would never have guessed that an attempt to clear my mind and distract myself would turn out to have an even better outcome. I would not… Read More

A Parents Love

My mom always told me I would go far! That I should be kind and humble. Nothing could stop me from reaching the stars. That deep in my heart there was a rumble! My dad always told me to work hard! Nothing comes easy, you must try. Life is tough and it will leave scars.… Read More

“Am I A Good Person?

“Am I a bad man Cause I tried to get the things I never had, man Was dealt the bad hand But I maintain my life and changed my life Even with these cards, I play the game right Could you please shine one of your blessings down on me? My life is a mess,… Read More

A Song of Life

She walked in and everyone saw her, except me I didn’t see her, I sensed her. I sensed her in the increased blood flow throughout my body. I sensed her when my heart rate quickened and I was in cadence with her. I Sensed her in my shallow breathing, in sync with her steps. We… Read More

Day Twenty-three

To day my A.C. unit started leaking and it began to flood my hallway. They knew about this and they chose to do nothing! Will they ever learn to address problems quicker? I have no faith in them anymore… Also if those neighbors don’t learn to settle their kids I will start banging on the… Read More