Dear Angela,

Yesterday was Mothers Day, I went and spent some time with Liam. He fills me with an emotion that I can’t even begin to define. Love, pride, woe and happiness, all wrapped in one. He is getting so big, and he is the happiest baby I have ever seen! I joked with Zack about how… Read More

“Am I A Good Person?

“Am I a bad man Cause I tried to get the things I never had, man Was dealt the bad hand But I maintain my life and changed my life Even with these cards, I play the game right Could you please shine one of your blessings down on me? My life is a mess,… Read More

A Song of Life

She walked in and everyone saw her, except me I didn’t see her, I sensed her. I sensed her in the increased blood flow throughout my body. I sensed her when my heart rate quickened and I was in cadence with her. I Sensed her in my shallow breathing, in sync with her steps. We… Read More

Day Twenty-three

To day my A.C. unit started leaking and it began to flood my hallway. They knew about this and they chose to do nothing! Will they ever learn to address problems quicker? I have no faith in them anymore… Also if those neighbors don’t learn to settle their kids I will start banging on the… Read More

Day Twenty-two

The city is cover in ash and smoke from the wildfires. It looks ominous. I had a nightmare last night that we moved into another house and finally settled down only to have another fire break out. At least my neighbors are being very helpful by filling my apartment with the smell of weed. Dag… Read More

Day Twenty-one

Today I learned that my toddler does not like me having the door to my room locked. Which sucks cause my oldest likes to just bust into my room. Who does she think I am the head of the household or something? I just need some dressers and shelves and I will have everything put… Read More

Day Twenty

Yep that’s right we have made it twenty whole days! It’s had it ups and downs. Never mind that that’s just me using the stairs! I feel like by the time I really start to consider this place home we will finally be saying goodbye to this place. One day at a time I guess.… Read More

Day Nineteen

Day Nineteen: Either there is something in the air, or we are just getting use to living the apartment life. Nothing stood out and it worries me but at the same time I’m done worrying. I spent fifteen minutes looking through my blind and screaming at the people getting outta there cars or taking their… Read More

Day Eighteen

I went to Wal-Mart to get the right light bulbs. They did not have them. Yay! NOT! Also my downstairs neighbor started yelling and cussing at each other! Yelling about stabbing each other and threatening to kill one another. Y’all are on another level of crazy! Get that mess outta her!