To Err.

I want to learn everything thing again! To start from the beginning and not understand. To be naïve and dumb once again. To have to pretend to know what I don’t comprehend. Everything delivered to me in a polished formed. That I except without any qualms. And the more I know the less I have… Read More

Retweet

My World is changing, rearranging, as everything is fading, no more values, just hating. no more talking, just complaining Hard work is cheap, no more straining History likes to repeat, and we don’t even see we wont get to our feet to busy trying to retweet We could shatter like glass, just like the past.… Read More

My Inner Thoughts

I feel so much hate, I’m forever enraged. In a fight for my fate that I have to engage in day after day. Until I can’t sustain, keeping score on the slate. Losing mate after mate, my minds in a haze and my life is a maze. Nothing pertains but everything is the same and… Read More

The Enigma of Life

We all do it regardless of the reason. Some people do it when nervous or just for fun. Other do it when over joyed or stressed a ton. Sometimes its short sometimes it long. There are millions of reason for why it happens. Sometimes we do it and end up clapping. There are times when… Read More

Toxic

You lookin through my shit Click after click I guess you can’t quit Hitting that like button, I know you can’t resist. Double tap! Where do I start? Always in a hurry to make a heart. Looks like you’re trying for a restart Long distance, lack of communication You fell off and we drifted apart!… Read More

Update

So I forgot to mention in my last post about something my four year old did. Which made me laugh. There has been this random piece of trash on the stairs leading up to our floor. It has been there for almost the entirety of our occupancy thus far. So my daughter likes to hold… Read More

Smoke

The smoke lingers. The smell between my fingers. The taste on my mouth, The room spins around. I want that first high, a feeling I will never get right. I chase and I chase, something I can never replace. The time I waste trying to replicate. I feel like I’m running through a maze I’m… Read More

Muted Emotions

I put pen to pad and text to page. But no matter what I say. I can’t find the words to explain. All the emotions, feelings, and rage! Word after word and phrase after phrase. It’s driving me crazy I’m going insane! I write letters that become words words that make sentences, to form a… Read More

The Media Has Been Deceiving Us

I remember reading a book a long time ago called Buddhism for Beginners by Thubten Chodron. The book itself was a great explanation of the basics of Buddhism and I highly recommend it to anyone who has questions on Buddhism. Of course my review of the book is not why I’m writing this, it’s actually… Read More