My desire.

A spark waiting to reignite. Love that seemed outta sight. A feeling worth the fight. Yet slowly losing height. I was on the verge of quitting. No longer worried about meeting. The one that would give me meaning. And always care about my feelings. But a single light, in the distance shown. And suddenly I,… Read More

Retweet

My World is changing, rearranging, as everything is fading, no more values, just hating. no more talking, just complaining Hard work is cheap, no more straining History likes to repeat, and we don’t even see we wont get to our feet to busy trying to retweet We could shatter like glass, just like the past.… Read More

Dear Angela,

Yesterday was Mothers Day, I went and spent some time with Liam. He fills me with an emotion that I can’t even begin to define. Love, pride, woe and happiness, all wrapped in one. He is getting so big, and he is the happiest baby I have ever seen! I joked with Zack about how… Read More

My Inner Thoughts

I feel so much hate, I’m forever enraged. In a fight for my fate that I have to engage in day after day. Until I can’t sustain, keeping score on the slate. Losing mate after mate, my minds in a haze and my life is a maze. Nothing pertains but everything is the same and… Read More

The Enigma of Life

We all do it regardless of the reason. Some people do it when nervous or just for fun. Other do it when over joyed or stressed a ton. Sometimes its short sometimes it long. There are millions of reason for why it happens. Sometimes we do it and end up clapping. There are times when… Read More

Update

So I forgot to mention in my last post about something my four year old did. Which made me laugh. There has been this random piece of trash on the stairs leading up to our floor. It has been there for almost the entirety of our occupancy thus far. So my daughter likes to hold… Read More

Smoke

The smoke lingers. The smell between my fingers. The taste on my mouth, The room spins around. I want that first high, a feeling I will never get right. I chase and I chase, something I can never replace. The time I waste trying to replicate. I feel like I’m running through a maze I’m… Read More

Muted Emotions

I put pen to pad and text to page. But no matter what I say. I can’t find the words to explain. All the emotions, feelings, and rage! Word after word and phrase after phrase. It’s driving me crazy I’m going insane! I write letters that become words words that make sentences, to form a… Read More

Losers Club

I guess when they say Good comes from bad there is some truth in it. When I was faced with the worst situation possible I assumed the worse. I would never have guessed that an attempt to clear my mind and distract myself would turn out to have an even better outcome. I would not… Read More

Days 29-32

We have been here for over a month now! It really feels like we’ve been here so much longer though! There have been some growing pains, to say the least over the last month. Yet we have made it! I hope that this place keeps feeling like more and more like home, as we wait… Read More