Is it too early
Or am I too late
Should I hurry
Or maybe wait?
How will I know
Is there a sign
Will I get a note?
Is it almost time?
I think I’m ready
Is it now or never?
This is too scary
It feels like forever
I’m tired of waiting
Maybe I’ll say it
There’s no abating
Okay forget it
I’m too nervous
But I’m also excited
My mind is a circus
I’m a little frightened
It’s really very simple
But timing is key
It’s also difficult
But it will set me free
I hold my breath
I’m waiting for the moment
Here is my chance
I hope I don’t blow it.
Ready or not it’s coming
My heart is beating fast
I feel like I’m running
I want this to last
So I say this here
And I say it loud
I want you to hear
That I am proud
I mean this in every way
And I promise it’s true
So believe me when I say
One kiss on the lips and away I slip.
My heart beat quickens and I lose grip.
We dance into a crowd and we are lost.
In an instant we forget, and now it’s just us.
An embrace that pushes everything away!
No fears or worries. no knowledge of pain.
We become one in a sea of many.
And for a moment that is plenty.
We come back to a reality that is now less gloomy.
A reality with new colors, life and beauty.
And when I reminisce about that night.
It feels as if butterflies are taking flight.
My body fills with a sense of euphoria.
So strong that I can feel it begin to gnaw.
The only thing that can make it subside.
Is know that you will come back to my side.
I’m as muted in truth as I am in emotion.
Frozen in a world where love is devotion.
Unable to grasp the concept or the notion.
For me to find love I would need a potion.
I hid from the world alone and recluse.
Hoping to someday be able to break through.
I scramble to find love in the things that I do.
Because it terrifies me to try to find love in you.